So here I am thinking my life was coming together, I got a new job. Everything was going good, it was July and I wanted to take an afternoon off, so I scheduled my routine mammogram for a Friday afternoon – it was a beautiful + hot afternoon my appointment was at noon. What does a mamo apt take – but 15-20 minutes......
I get taken in and the mammogram picture indicates that they think they see something, so they send me out to waiting room and have ultra tech come out and get me – they do an ultrasound I am in there for quite sometime a doctor even comes into the room. The ultrasound girl takes a few pictures and then tells me to wait. The doctor now brings me into a room with the ultrasound girl and tells me its not good….What’s not good? The picture – all of a sudden it was like everything stopped, I heard nothing – it was like time just stopped. I was standing there my face & head were hot and I started to cry – he said who’s here with you? I said no one routine mammo – who would really ever think that something would go wrong….
I didn’t want to think about this now, its Friday afternoon – and what was a beautiful day- turned into my worst nightmare. Go for a drive I would hear songs on the radio – Nickelback – “if today was your last day” – and I cried in the dark – no one could see me….I tried very hard not to cry – but I was so scared about what was waiting for me when I came back……
Got to work on Monday - and no results - whew in a way. Then the week continued, it was getting to be the end of the week and still No news - good news.
Got to work on Monday - and no results - whew in a way. Then the week continued, it was getting to be the end of the week and still No news - good news.
So, It was Friday, I was wondering if I’d get my results yet….or hoping I could just enjoy the weekend & try not to worry about it.